By the way before anything else, Congratulations to soon to be mommies, Marie and Ayette wishing you both a happy and healthy 9 months pregnancy and a safe delivery. This is it, the right time has come according to GOD's plan. The long wait is finally over and soon the little peanut will be out. Again, wishing you all the best!
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May 23, 2008 - Hubby’s god child celebrates her 2nd birthday at KFC – Al Ittihad Road… My brother, his GF and hubby’s cousin tagged along with us… As mentioned in the invitation and as conveyed by the mom’s celebrant, the party starts at 7pm and so we arrived at the venue 7:10-ish pm. We’re the first batch to arrive, to our surprise even the family of the celebrant has not yet reached the party venue. We called them a couple of times and they keep on saying that they are on their way… The clock ticks at 8pm and the guests are one by one arriving… The most pasaway family host arrived 8:20-ish pm, I feel so embarrassed for the party hosts for they have arrived late, leaving all guests puzzled and terribly hungry at the same time… When I ask the father of the little girl, he reason out that their bowling tournament caused the delay. His tormented face shows that he is pissed off and pressured because they have reserved the party hall from 7-9pm only (unluckily there will be another party after, which left them with no other choice but to leave the hall at 9pm). Such an excuse, you have organized this party ahead of time, and it’s your daughter’s party and you just wasted most of your time playing bowling… What does priority means to you? See, this is not the first time, last year during the baptism of the same little girl, almost the same incident happened (read my previous post)… This is totally unacceptable…
June 4, 2008 - Got our new TV installed in our Big Buddy… Actually I pushed hubby to have it installed. The Touch Screen TV comes with DVD/CD/MP4/MP3/DIVX player, Radio, USB/SD, GPS Bluetooth, Camera (for car reversing) etc…
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Back to center stage, my turn to rant (as usual)… Life is bitter sweet and loneliness is contagious... Out of the blue my dearest hubby confessed… I’ve known him for so long but this event was something new to me. Last Friday we went shopping, hopping to 1 shop to another makes me more excited. Then I stopped to my favorite shop, since I know it would take me awhile to select on various items, I told hubby to just simply sit down and wait for me, for it will give him ample time to rest his tired feet. After almost an hour he went inside the store and checked on me. I was almost done when he went in, so after few minutes we exited the store. After stashing all the money we have, our stomach suddenly starts complaining, so we decided to have our dinner at our favorite sizzling resto. We chit-chat while waiting for our meals and he suddenly utter something which made my heart skip…
Hubby: I hope we’ll have our baby soon
Me: What? Can you say it again!
Hubby: I want to have a baby soon. I know it will make the difference in our life particularly in our routine
Me: Why, are you already tired or bored having me around?
Hubby: Of course not. Some changes will be challenging and I feel that now is the right time for us to have one
Me: Honey, Don’t feel sad, as what you always say, it will come in GOD’s time, so be patient
Hubby: I know…
Me: Why all of sudden it pops in your head?
Hubby: Earlier, while I was waiting for you, I was watching the people strolling around, some are couples like us and some are walking with their kids. Watching kids of different ages passing by makes me want to have 1 (it’s evident in his eyes that tears are starting to form)…
Me: Honey, don’t be sad because it also makes me sad…
Hubby: Honestly, I don’t want to feel this way but things simply strikes in
Me: Don’t worry, I promise you that soon we’ll have our own (controlling my tears to roll down)
Hubby: (switching to a lighter mood) I want a baby to hold and to cuddle, I feel so excited to feel the baby's soft skin and hold his/her tiny hands
Me: Yep, I am also excited for that day to come
Hubby: Honey, you seem to be cool about talking about stuffs like this, you should be sad or crying this time
Me: I am trying to be brave because if we’ll be both sad nobody will help us to uplift our hopes, so if one is sad the other one should give comfort and assurance
Hubby: You have a point there
Me: Remember when I am down and I am crying to death because I find it hard to deal with this, you keep on comforting me even during the wee hours and you never left my side
Hubby: Yah right and I'm sure we'll get over this
Me: I’m always here for you
Hubby: Same here…
Me: Come on let’s eat, I know you’re already hungry…
This is the first time he babble this kind of topic and never did I expect him to be quite emotional, it’s evident from his eyes that he’s trying to control his tears… Out of the usual, I am the one who have comforted him, since most of the time he is the one who comforts me... Surprisingly his emotion suddenly sinks in, but it’s not a good idea for me to jive in the intensity of his feelings… I don’t want him to see me cry for I know it will not give him comfort… As a couple, we share our problems and some we decided to keep it privately…
My heart melts and I can’t stop myself from worrying… Worried ‘coz I don’t have the hands to control things out… Sometimes I wanted to escape but I’m not buying that kind of idea for I know it will not resolve whatever is bothering us…
Anyways, these are the things that I shopped 7 jackets from MEXX, 4 Skirts from MEXX (not in photo), 1 PUMA jacket and 1 GUESS bag while hubby got 1 PUMA jacket and 1 GAP T-shirt… Hay, what a way to spoil my vice…
