It's been chaotic at work this past few days and I hate it. People are starting to act weird and it really annoys me. They seems to be confused and out of their own senses, as if they are hiding something or afraid of someone. Hmmm, i smell something odd will be happening anytime soon, I hope I am wrong. I can feel negativity or I am just paranoid?!? Oh well, whatever it is, I'm keeping my faith for I know that god has his plans.
Now I am left undecided. After receiving the unexpected news yesterday, now it's my turn to decide. Just now, the boss approached me and has asked me what my plans are after I heard about the sad news about his transfer. I have options A, B and if worst come to worst I have plan C, though I am not yet ready to disclose those plans maybe in a day or two but maximum to in a week.
I have talked this out with my husband who is very understanding and supportive on whatever step or decision I have to take. When I am down he always makes me feel lighter and counting to every advice he gives which I believe is sensible. I am grateful to be blessed with a husband to count on during stormy days. There are lots of considerations I have to lay before giving my final say. I pray and ask for god's guidance.
With open arms I will accept whatever god had planned for me.
I believe that all will be set and done in god's will.
An unpleasant surprise came this very day which turn the bright sunny day into glooms day. It's sad news to hear that your boss for almost 7 long years will be transferred to another division. I may sound lunatic but let me speak the truth that despite of our differences both nationality and culture we were able to jive even though it's never been perfect. The fact that we have almost mastered each flaws, may it be good or bad mood, may it be serious or joke/prank, may it be official or non-sense gugu things, etc. Of course there will be misunderstanding or disagreement but its part of learning from each other. Honestly I will surely miss those, even though in past we had this huge war which eventually been settled naturally. It rarely comes to our lives that our boss turns to be a friend who defends you whenever he feels that you're being trapped in between and he does save you in deep shit and to quote that he treats as his little sister.
A week from now he'll be leaving us, I know that it will not be easy for everybody but as the old cliché goes "nothing is permanent in this world except change". We all have to move on and think that things will be for the better. But surely things will be totally different, a full 360 degree turn and in a week's time our world will turn upside down. I have these mixed emotions, happy, sad, mad, hurt, bothered, depressed, and worried while the list goes on. We're all at lost, thinking of what's the reason behind why it happen all of sudden but one thing is definite it's god's plan.
I will not only miss a boss but a good friend and elder brother as well. We're hoping that this is not the end, for I hate goodbyes. Today, you'll see me smiling coz it hasn't sink in yet that he'll be leaving anytime soon. But behind this smile is a crying face, yes I admit, I did cry. Because I know that things will never be the same again.
