iT's OuR 3rD...

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To my dearest husband,

I’m running out of words to say how much you mean to me
Even if I say I Love You over and over again doesn’t seem to suffice

Every second of my life spent with you is priceless
As you always make it a point to treat me like a princess

I can’t see my future living without you babe
For what we have is something I consider rare

You have witnessed the worst in me, never did change you neither your love haven’t fade
There are times that I have caused you pain that I regret and I humbly say sorry

With confidence and assurance you have stood by me all this time
Never had a single thought to leave me alone as you vowed to stand by me all my life

You have proven well beyond what I have expected
And you still keep on striving hard for our future as what we envisioned

By all means I can shout and tell the whole world that I am so proud of you
Been so very blessed to have a husband as wonderful and loving like you

If only I can show you my heart for it can further express my love more than I can speak
You have changed my life and brought out the best in me

I love you honey and I will always will…

tHiS mAdE mE cRy...

Grab this song from Arlene, i hope you don't mind :-)

The song that made me cry!!! 

Kellie Coffey - I Would Die For That lyrics

Jenny was my best friend
Went away one summer
Came back with a secret
She just couldn't keep
A child inside her
Was just too much for her
So she cried herself to sleep
.
And she made a decision
Some find hard to accept
To young to know that one day
She might live to regret.
.
But I would die for that
Just to have one chance
To hold in my hands
All that she had
I would die for that.
.
I've been given so much
A husband that I love
So why do I feel incomplete?
With every test and checkup
We're told not to give up
He wonders if it's him
And I wonder if it's me.
.
All I want is a family
Like everyone else I see
And I won't understand it
If it's not meant to be.
.

Cause I would die for that
Just to have one chance
To hold in my hands
All that they have
I would die for that.
.
And I want to know what it's like
To bring a dream to life
For that kind of love
What I'd give up!
I would die for that.
.
Sometimes it's hard to conceive
With all that I've got
And all I've achieved
What I want most
Before my time is gone
Is to hear the words
"I love you, Mom."
.
I would die for that
Just to have once chance
To hold in my hands
What so many have
I would die for that.
.
And I want to know what it's like
To bring a dream to life
How I would love
I would die, I would die for that...
.

Lyrics  Kellie Coffey lyrics - I Would Die For That lyrics

As part of moving on, consider this as our last post for TTC as we want to deviate our attention to something else and be mum about the facets of our TTC journey.

We hope that we can turn this blog into fresh, happy and informative one.

Wish us luck!

Spreading Baby Dust to all mom wannabe's...

aCcEpTaNcE...

Last week I turn a year older… :-)

Yah, I know it’s about time to let go of the negatives and fit in the right shoe and be mature enough. It’s also a blessing to add another candle to blow in my birthday cake... Years had passed and gone and here I am still looking forward to celebrate more wonderful birthday’s with hubby and my family. Thank you Lord for all the blessings…

Maybe most of you have noticed that I didn’t blog any relative post pertaining to Christmas wish list neither a New Year resolution for me to achieve or to comply with. Well, I have decided to simply go with the flow, for it will give less pressure and heart aches, though I have my goal for the year and a promise to myself.

Starting this Year I'll throw all the rubbish in my heart and be open for ACCEPTANCE, yes you read it right, i have to start practicing this from this day onwards. Not all of you know what we’re going through, except for some who visits our blog frequently. I used to be stricken and affected whenever I receive news about pregnancy of close family/relative/friends I dwell and cry on it, in which i believe is common to all TTCer's. Don’t get me wrong, I am happy for them and I have nothing against their pregnancy, it’s just the hurt feeling and a pinch in the heart because we fervently prayed for a baby to complete us as a family and yet we have none. We thought that conceiving would be easy until it became a battle full of struggles and due to that I digress. I suppose it’s about time to accept things positively and lightly. This is not an easy task for me but I have to make this pass.

Pregnancy is eating my head in the past and to start the year right, I didn’t shed a tear when somebody told me that they’re having a baby. My feelings didn’t sink either shift to loneliness or envy. I just hope that this is a good sign that I am slowly moving on and have accepted god’s plan for us. Just when I thought planning for a baby will be simple and easy, well it proves me wrong, at least on our case. How I wish that getting preggo is just like a wedding, baptism, etc. that we have the ability to put into calendar and choose our desired dates, but the truth is it’s all in God’s hands. Luck and chances plays it’s role on having a bundle of joy, I guess God is being sweet and saving the best for us and wants to give it unexpectedly, so be it. I believe ACCEPTANCE is the starting point to move on and live life positively.

Learn to live one step at a time. It might take a little longer to have a family of our own, we’ll be patiently waiting for that day to come, who knows it may come next month, next year or the year after, more so, God answer all our prayers and will only be given in his time… As long as we live we will never stop waiting for that time to come…

With clean heart I have opened my heart for ACCEPTANCE, my starting point to live happily. All we ask for is a little understanding and sensitivity from others for us to move on easily.

Hoping that Year 2009 will be our YEAR!

HP + D&G...

For my Birthday, hubby got me this new toy…

Aside from that, he also gave me this lovely D&G watch…

We also feasted with yummy foods...

Isn’t he the greatest?!? I love it...

To my dearest husband,
Thank you so much, you’re simply the best, you always make me happy!!!

i love you honey!!!

b-DaY...

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SiMpLy bLoGGiNg...

It will be a lame excuse if I say I am busy and lazy to blog but hellah that’s the truth, still got the holiday hangs…

January is my birth month and the countdown to my bleep-bleep birthday is about to start. Party?!? I have no plans yet but if hubby insist to throw 1 for me, well that will be nice but I’ll make sure that I’ll not be in-charge to do the cooking… Enough for that…

We have a lovely weather here in UAE, yes it is cold which makes it difficult to wake up in the morning, if only I could extend more time in our comfy bed I’d rather stay at home tucked in bed. The weather is really inviting me to be lazy, well if only I can use the weather as an excuse to escape from work---heheh!!! Of course I’ll not do that, I’m not that bad (insert devilish grin here!)… So how’s the weather in your place?!?

How I wish there are more holidays to come but I guess all holidays are over and it will be pure work—work—work, well the next one will be not until after few months from now… Well, gotta go back to work before somebody catches me…

nEw YeAr 2009...

Cheers to my first entry for the Year!

(edited: 02 jan 2009 12:40am)

Jan. 1, 2009 @ Uptown Mirdif

---back to the carnival. coming back for more fun and toys---

We welcome Year 2009 at home with our family. It was a small celebration though, but what matters most is the joy of being with your family during this season---though not complete--- (attention mom & dad, we wish both of you are here, hopefully we'll be complete next new year...)

By the way, since it's new year, i have decided to change our blog theme. ey, come on say something, i hope it isn't that bad?!? :-)