Sunday, June 28, 2009

cUrLeD...

Hey, hey, hey, look what i got ---> curly hair... Take note this is my first so it’s really something new to me… I was torn between cutting my hair short or have it curled but then I finally decided to come up with something new so here it is, presenting the curly me…





Tell me, what can you say? Does it look good or bad?

This is my simple way to rejuvenate myself physically, well its part of moving on…



Thursday, June 25, 2009

40% oUt Of 101%...

It’s been a week after the trauma, so how do I feel now? Well, I guess 40% better out of 101%... Mmmm, I think it’s a good sign though, knowing myself it will take me ages to forget bad things, believe me it’s never easy for me, so 40% is quite good… Obviously the wound is not yet healed, though I hope it will heal soon and I pray that it will not leave me any scar for that I am afraid of because it’s better to have a wound to heal than a scar that you have to live with permanently… I don’t know how I will move on, oh god please let me get over this soon…

Presently, I am living 1 day at a time while being trapped in a life guessing game… I know most of you are puzzled on what I am up to but I guess it will be better if I’ll just keep it, so allow me to carry this alone for I don’t want to cause any trouble… Yep, it’s quite difficult to have the wound healed all alone but I have to endure doing it by myself…

I guess this is enough for now so let me take a back seat for awhile …

Tah-tah!


Thursday, June 18, 2009

TrAuMaTiC...

I wont forget this day as long as i live, somebody humiliated me and accused me of a crime that i never commit. I was so embarassed and my reputation was degraded. Never in my thought that i'll be in this kind of situation, i can't help but cry, it's really traumatic because i know i haven't done wrong...
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Thank god, i have my husband on my side to console me, he's the only person who understand me! i promise to god i wont pass this road again!
I hope this one shall pass, i wish it will be soon...
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Wednesday, June 03, 2009