Thursday, June 25, 2009

40% oUt Of 101%...

It’s been a week after the trauma, so how do I feel now? Well, I guess 40% better out of 101%... Mmmm, I think it’s a good sign though, knowing myself it will take me ages to forget bad things, believe me it’s never easy for me, so 40% is quite good… Obviously the wound is not yet healed, though I hope it will heal soon and I pray that it will not leave me any scar for that I am afraid of because it’s better to have a wound to heal than a scar that you have to live with permanently… I don’t know how I will move on, oh god please let me get over this soon…

Presently, I am living 1 day at a time while being trapped in a life guessing game… I know most of you are puzzled on what I am up to but I guess it will be better if I’ll just keep it, so allow me to carry this alone for I don’t want to cause any trouble… Yep, it’s quite difficult to have the wound healed all alone but I have to endure doing it by myself…

I guess this is enough for now so let me take a back seat for awhile …

Tah-tah!


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