Wednesday, October 28, 2009

bOnJoUr...

We're back from our short but sweet vacation... Tired but definitely worth it... I am starting to miss those busy and exciting road trips... hay, i have fallen inlove with the place it's totally lovely... Hope we can manage to go back soon =0...

I am eager to share our escapades but will only do that a little later, so guys please bare with me for i badly need sometime to cope up with the reality of being back to work... tsk--tsk--tsk!!!

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Sunday, October 11, 2009

bLaMiN'...

When it comes to attendance, I’m up to it… Since I started school never did I absent myself, simply because I hate to miss or skip class… Frankly I am not that witty but in terms of attending class I usually have a perfect attendance if not 1 or 2 absences for the entire school year (which rarely happens) and this has been my attitude up to now… I never skip work unless it is a must, I’d rather re-organize my schedule if manageable. Even I’m sick, I do force myself to go to work because I hate being absent… This is how I give importance on things that requires me and my time… But nobody seems to notice it, well I’m not asking for any recognition but sometimes you have to consider it…

Just earlier, I got upset… A colleague of mine who just came back from annual leave and who’s my reliever when I am out is asking for a week’s leave --- again… I have nothing against it because the reason is justifiable which I understand... While to contrary I swiftly whisk to sudden sadness as if a solid stone hit me because I have a planned trip, a trip that I have waited for quite long --- all set and paid --- NO REFUNDS… So what the hell I am going to do with that --- We’re not rich to waste such huge amount or just let my husband go and leave me behind…

The BIG BOSS wants a 100% assurance that my post will be filled while I am out of station… And so the story goes and now it’s OK --- I will be traveling soon…

So why be upset if things were finally sorted… I just hate it when something negative comes my way as if I am obliged to adjust. If only I could I would but the thing is it’s not that easy, so why to be trapped in between, why I have to suffer the consequence --- damn it… This incident started to ruin my excitement and mood --- what a hellah reward to someone who seldom goes on leave… SOMEBODY POINTS THAT IT’S MY FAULT --- whaaaattttttt!!! God gracious, why put the blame on me…

If I don’t have a family to support financially and if only I have enough funds, I’d rather quit and settle with my own business or be a stay at home wife and start to focus on our plan to have our own family. Sheeeeessshhhh, How I wish we’re super duper rich so that I don’t need to work as a slave in this corporate world and be the boss of my own self… Well the reality is I wasn’t born with a golden spoon…

THANK GOD I AM STILL SURVIVING…

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Thursday, October 08, 2009

tHiS iS iT...

Yehey, our visa got approved…
Collected it yesterday afternoon…

Hmmm, lemme check if things are OK…

Leave Application - check =)
Visa - check =)
Tickets - check =)
Hotels - check =)
Tour Package - check =)
Luggage - check =)

All set and ready to go…
So overly excited…

Where we are heading to?
Well, for the meantime I’ll keep you hanging…
I’ll let you know soon or why don’t you guess?

Ciao!!!

Tuesday, October 06, 2009

gAmE oVeR...

Now I am totally regretting…

When the time you ask for forgiveness, I didn’t think twice to forgive you because I thought it’s the right thing to do…

You have regained my trust because I thought you deserved to be trusted and yet I am wrong…

Believing those flowery words is my biggest mistake rather I should have ignored your glib tongue…

How many times did I tell you to be careful with the words you say and the promises you swear but you insist that it’s the truth and it will not change… Now I have proven that I am right, you have swallowed everything that you’ve said and even broke those promises… OR IS IT ALL A LIE...

I should have trusted my instinct since the beginning, now I have to blame myself, I damn regret everything, how I wish I didn't give this friendship a second chance...

Your master plan worked, congratulations you win --- no doubt because you’re such an expert… I hope you’re happy now that you’ve successfully FOOLED me…

Surprisingly, you suddenly slipped away and so i guess i have to start detaching my personal connection with you to make things easier for you...

Oh by the way, may I also add that you're such a good artist... BRAVO --- a round of applause for the good acting stint and well delivered speech --- WELL DONE...

This book entitled MY SO CALLED FRIEND has officially ENDED --- book burned down to ashes... Can't even tolerate keeping this kind of book in my black box...

Am I suppose to save a so called friendship ---> well I guess it ain't worth the risk... And I don't even know how you define FRIENDSHIP...

Gheessshhhh, since I'm not that hellah bad and to the contrary of my statement I still wish you luck and may you find what you want in life --- MAY GOD LEAD YOU TO THE RIGHT PATH...
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Despite of what you did, I still want to thank you, 'coz now I know who are real and who are not... tah---tah!!!

---GAME OVER ---
A SO CALLED FRIENDSHIP VANISHED IN MID AIR!!!
...YOU WIN...



Monday, October 05, 2009

116 bAgS...

I am so happy because we were able to produce 116 bags of relief goods. We’ve distributed the goods to the victims of typhoon ondoy in our small community in Pasig City. Thanks to my sis, bro and aunt for the financial support and of course to my parents who did the packing of goods…

Please help the people who are in dire need.

It’s time to share our blessings…