i don't know....

i feel sad, i feel blue, i want to cry but there's no reason to...

i ask GOD to give me strength for i am so weak,

and so much affected by the rest...

please shed light for i see darkness...

give me hope for i feel like i am hopeless...

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i am surrounded by people who have taken my wish,

that wish was meant for me...

sometimes i do ask GOD, is it hard for him to grant my very single wish...

the wish i have made all this time...

a wish that will make my life be more meaningful...

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i am not blaming any one neither myself...

perhaps it's not yet time for him to grant it...

still i am holding on, hoping to wake up one day,

with the wish popping in front of me...

i know Life is not cruel nor harsh...

but why...?!?! i really don't know...

i need an answer though...

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i've kept all the reasons which truly not exist...

reasons just to ease the pain inside of me...

oh GOD please give me a sign...

let me stop crying all this time...

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