wHaT aBoUt...

Wassssuppp!!!

there's nothing new actually...

Depression, loneliness and dismay are just around the corner...

all of sudden i felt stupid --- what a crap thing...

Being stuck here in the office makes me more sad...

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How's my work by the way?

i thought after my vacation everything will turn out the way it used to be

but unfortunately (or fortunately, well only god knows) things seems to be so dull and the feeling of excitement was already gone...

nah, it's not about my bitter boss from outta here...

It's just that i feel like i don't belong here anymore!!!

things alienated me, things were not that easy anymore...

The bitter boss of mine, is considerably fine, despite the conflict from the past...

The new posting or new job responsibility that i have is not an issue at all

actually i am enjoying what i am presently doing...

It's just the ambiance itself...

it slowly choking me...

Maybe this is all because of negative things getting into my head or maybe because of hormonal imbalance perse'...

NO IDEA at all... whatever it is, i know god will guide me all throughout this dilemma...

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How's our on-going family project?

Well, well, that was tough...

in life, we have our goals and objectives

but of course we have to do the actions to reach our goals...

As i recall during the pre-wedding seminar, they have asked, who among you plans to have baby soon?

Nobody raised their hands...

It's seems most of us in the group are not yet ready for that...

The answer from the facilitator was striking...

"Marriage is building a family, then why are you getting married if you are not going to have your own family?"

every one was stunned and speechless...

yah, he's right!!!

getting married is not just for the sake of stability or any other reasons

it's mainly creating your own family...

how can it be called a family if there's no kids?!?

In one point and another, we don't know when to expect it or when will god give us the precious gift...

In a lighter point of view, hold on to god and he will give it to you in the right time...

As of us, we're optimistic and patiently waiting for our little angel to come...

of course, there are times we shed tears and lots of questions in mind

sometimes we ask god what took him so long...

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I know our precious one will come very soon...

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Uplift your spirits high...