GrRrRrRrrrrr...

This doesn't mean that i'm mad or angry though...

something just came up from my playful mind...

Out of curiosity, by any chance have you felt a sudden hatred??? You feel like you don't like that person even if there's no apparent reason/s??? Probably there's something in him/her which makes you feel more awkward... You've tried to jive and to at least get along but still nothing seems to rule over... These scenario mostly happen with us---ladies!!! dunno if men do experience the same...

One point in time, i had that kind of comrade whom i've known sometime ago... whenever i see this person (thank god, we've not cross path for quite a long time now), i feel hate is rising on it's own, even if there's no issues concern... Is it envy? i think not, as far as i know i have nothing to be envied about... or maybe there's something which i'm not ready to affirm?!?

kinda confused?!?

For me that person is such a mess and it really sucks---what a hellah jerk!!!... sorry for being so frank, but i really can't help it... if chances are, i don't want to see neither hear anything about that jerk... want to be totally outta my world... i know i'm being irrational, but what i say is the mere fact of what i feel... bad me... but hey, i'm slowly trying to learn to at least accept that human, what so ever... sorry for i've been so over reacting, promise to keep my freaking mouth shut...

it's hard to fool one's self... but absolutely it's so good to be TRUE...

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Back to square 1...

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