Thursday, December 13, 2007

tHiS aNd tHaT...

I love shopping... who wouldn’t?!?

Got those Oakley sunglasses for a very reasonable price…

Just tryin' it on... heheh!


Item no. 6 (Jewelry) is already out from our Christmas wish list… 5 more to go…

~~~ooOoo~~~

Friday (Dec. 7) we attended the 1st birthday Party of my cutie inaanak (god son) Kurt Adam @ Burger King, Rigga Road Deira, Dubai. At first I was anxious and a bit hesitant to attend the party, as you know it’s a Kiddie Party and as expected, parents with kids or soon to be parents will be there… Imagine a couple attending this kind of party without a kiddo?!? I hate to be bombard with lots of questions particularly about baby thingy… I admit I hate being questioned all over again… My face shows it all, I can’t hide the fact that I’m indeed uneasy with all the questioning though I clearly know that they just simply care… Thank you and it’s indeed appreciated, but an added depression and angst arises from every question uttered, sorry but I can’t ignore the fact that I’m indeed affected… If only I have the powers to navigate both eggs and sperms to unite, I would have done it but it isn’t possible… Of course we do want to have our own but it’s in God’s hands… Honestly I love kids, but while holding or seeing those kids make my heart pound faster… A sudden feeling of wanting and dreaming, that what I am holding is a baby of our own… Call it irrational but I can’t help myself be envied by those happy couples… On the other way around, it’s also nice seeing friends with a family that they can call their own and I can gladly say that I’m proud of them… We believe, sooner or later we can also share the same blissful feeling of being a proud parent…

On a lighter note, I know our turn will come in his time…

We hope that we’ll be next in line…

Hubby & Kurt Adam

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