Thursday, March 06, 2008

HeLp Me GeT oVeR tHiS...

This week gave me so much pressure and all I want is to get out of this hell

What’s eating my head?

1. I am supposed to blog about hubby’s birthday celebration, but I am not in the mood to do so (blame it to my unpredictable hormones). Will definitely post it as soon as my mojo comes back.
2. Mood swings, I had a petty fight with hubby (matter resolved).
3. AF arrived, another failed Cycle. Much to my dismay we decided to have a short break from OB visits.
4. So upset upon seeing the Red flag. Next visit (no plans yet) I should be more prepared emotionally, mentally and physically to ensure that negative result will not leave me cranky and a sobbing baby.
5. Colleagues have noticed that I look so low and seem cluttered these past few days, if only I have the guts to tell them to blame it on the flaring hormones.
6. Getting a cab in the morning seems to be a nightmare and the result, I’ve been late for the whole straight week. I left the house earlier from the usual, but still chances are so low. Luck is playing its role on me because the bosses didn’t notice that I’ve been late for the whole week. Thank goodness…
7. Been arguing and throwing emails to colleagues in our head office, seems neither parties don’t want to accept their mistakes. They keep on insisting on what they want and not what will benefit the rest… I hate explaining over and over again to someone who doesn’t want to comprehend.
8. The sister keeps on calling and pushing me on something which I believe is not that important. She’ll be going home for a month vacation and all her stupid stuffs for her Balik Bayan box is eating up space in our small flat. While on the other hand she keeps on bragging me to buy a Flat TV and include it in her cargo in which we have to divide and share the cost.
9. Mom keeps on asking hubby and me about our vacation plans. I keep on telling her that we’re not yet sure and it depends on our other plans if it will push through. Hubby is also eager to plan our vacation but I insist that we have to focus first on our baby project before pushing to our vacation project. We still have to compromise, NO baby = NO vacation (joke-joke-joke).
10. I hate hubby whenever he’s on the phone. Every discussion we had, we got interrupted because of his work related calls. Mind you, he’s having a total of more than a hundred calls a day (both outgoing and incoming) even after office hours, or should I say he receives call/s even after 8pm. He’s not a call center agent but his work is more on a 24/7 operations. On the other way around I pity him because he’s always swamped with load of works which leads to less time discussing things and I don’t want to give him added headaches…


Teehee, my head is full of junk and I badly need a break…
Sorry I am such a jerk who frets a lot...
I guess, I' ll give myself sometime to hibernate...

2 comments:

mari said...

dropping by to give you a cyber hug... and to cheer you up sis... keep the faith! :)

Anonymous said...

thanks sis! every single thought from you guys means a lot! so nice to hear from you!

by the way belated happy birthday!

hugs...