Monday, December 15, 2008

bLaHhh, bLaHhh, bLaHhh...

The past holidays that we had (Dec. 5-10 Eid Holidays) made me even lazier, as in super lazy. During those days I was one slouchy gal bumming at home watching TV/movies while being tucked in bed cuddling with hubby. I suppose this laziness has been attributed by the cold weather. I’ve wanted to accomplish a lot of things during the long break, but lo and behold I haven’t done even a single thing, darn me… We were about to go somewhere but much to my dismay, our plans didn’t push through (not again!!!) and the culprit --- ummm never mind… As early as now I am crossing my fingers that hopefully next time nothing will hinder our plans…

For the Nth time I’ve been pre-occupied with unsolicited thoughts which results to mood swings that hellah drive me crazy. Honestly, I’ve been a horrible gal for the past days, horrible in a sense that I slightly fall out of my real self. Don’t get me wrong, it’s really hard to pretend that I am ok while the truth is I am not. Oppps, just to clarify, I am not insane nor having some psychological problems. Maybe I am only beginning to be fed up with my daily routines particularly on work, I should begin to encourage myself to adopt new techniques to spice up my/our life, any suggestions?... Sometimes you get the hang of doing things especially if it doesn’t make you happy. I feel bored and my thoughts have flown to ninuh-ninuh land, I want to get an easy and fast remedy on this… I should make my way to figure out how to turn our dull routines to an exciting jiffy. Well, I think I should start jotting down what makes me happy and stop myself from being a sluggish worm… In the first place there are lots of things that I should be thankful for…

Few days from now it will be Christmas, the happiest holiday but here I am fuming around on non-sense things. I hope it will be a better Christmas this time around…

Well I guess all I need is more time to hibernate…

I’ll be back for real updates…

10 days to go before Christmas
and
the countdown begins…

Side note: Happy Birthday to my dearest Bro!!! Wishing you all the best! Cheers...


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