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History repeats itself --- at least on my case… It so happens that there’s some circumstances in my life that re-occurred again. It may not be 100% the same but believe it or not it coincides in some scenarios of my past. I don’t know if I am at fault why it had to be repeated again. As much as I want to go into details I decided not to and hold myself not to divulge whatever it is so as not to hurt anybody… For the meantime I am dancing with the tune, I just hope I am swaying according to the music so by then I can put into action what I have learned in the past… This time I want to make sure that I am doing the right thing…

First, I have to learn how to handle my emotions for that is my greatest weakness. I want to make it a point not to let my emotions over power me or otherwise I will commit the same mistake again, sigh! I don’t want my life to be at stake because I have followed my emotions and not what my mind and heart says. I crossed my fingers that this one shall pass. How I wish that my perception is wrong so that I can go on and leave that story behind. My presumption might be eating my head which I believe is not right.

Through the years I have changed and promised myself to correct my mistakes in the past but here I am again going through to what supposed to be a past.

Looking forward for a positive turn around…