Friday, February 19, 2010

dEeP SiGhhhhh...

Have you ever experienced having a good bond with a newly found friend? You thought that s/he is worth to be trusted? But later on it turned out to be a big hoax, s/he was just fooling you and makes you fall pry and later on s/he will be a threat in your life.

Months ago this happened to me, I met this lunatic freak, oh well actually I have known this person for quite a long time already but didn't realize that s/he has this hidden and fiddly talent that will end up in a big fuss. We're never been close before as in never but just a few months back a sudden twist happened s/he began to act as if trying to be friend with me. Knowing myself, I am one picky person when it comes to friends. Don't get me wrong, it's just a matter of having the right set of friends. I can have lots and lots of friends if I really want to but I intend to keep the good and trusted ones. The truth is it's hard to know who is a true friend. How can you say if s/he is true to you? Does long time friendship proves that a person is true? Well, we all have our own views, but let me say that it's doubly hard to point out which is which amongst your numerous friends. Definitely by heart you will know if that person is true and worth to be trusted. My huge mistake is that I have been blinded by the fast phase of our friendship. S/he has this unique style on how to get into you or should I simply say on how s/he can catch the deeper person in you.

I once failed I thought my heart says that s/he is worth to be trusted and be one of the few, but sadly I was overly wrong. I hate to say this but I am now regretting which is the last thing I don't want to do. It's hard to admit but I was been manipulated by a glib tongue, colorful promises and tricky wit. It never occurred in my mind that s/he was only playing around the bush and will eventually push me to dark hell. I have learned my lesson in the hardest and mean way. Seeing me being trapped because of someone's fault is one big nightmare. If only I could turn back the time I will never allow things to be this way. The hardest part is, you have to endure seeing that person for almost everyday, isn't it a tough luck. It was a hideous experience that I will never ever want to happen again. With all the embarrassment and humiliating incidents in line with our false friendship, I can say that this experience left me with a badly shaped scar forever tattooed in my heart. I promise to myself that I will not cross the same road again neither have a glance with what have caused me trauma. Let me say, good luck to the next victim I just hope that nobody is in line after me.

True friends are rare, so when you find one make sure to treasure the friendship that you have. A piece of advice, don't be blind with ones goodness and sweet smile.

Makes lots of friends and choose the best.
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