Lately, office atmosphere is getting worst than ever, people acts overly weird, and I am starting to hate it, oh sorry, because I hate them already… Simple things are made complicated, small mistake will balloon to a bigger issue, for each step you make directs you to danger… IT'S TOTALLY BULLSHIT… What I hate most is that your Boss can't protect nor defend you from shit instead he annoys you even more… What a good way to boost your morale…
They have given me a failed mark for my performance which is unacceptable. Somebody from the other side of the world commented that I am not cooperative and have an attitude problem… Do you know what you're saying --- NOT COOPERATIVE --- is submitting the report ahead of time and replying to your stupid queries means not cooperative?!? Then what does cooperative means to you?!? You are way too good to accuse me… Fine, you see yourself as PERFECT --- most probably a PERFECT SHIT… I have been working in this hell for a long time but this is the first time I received a failed mark and it's also my first to receive such complaint… I am really upset because I know I am doing my job and have exerted effort to at least be good but I failed. Nobody seems to recognize the hard work you're doing rather they take huge peek in your smallest mistake even if the mistake is out of your hands… Their purpose is to screw you deeper and make you career miserable… So what's the use of working hard?!? And the stupidest thing is that they don't care to listen…
I had been crying since yesterday because I am torn between quitting and staying… I guess conflicts are starting to spark which makes it hard for me to work… And I don’t find happiness in this office, all I have is this heavy feeling, a daily burden that I have to carry…
The husband and I are discussing this issue and he's very supportive in any decision I will make… I just hope that I am doing the right thing and will not regret anything… God help us…
This is all because I am weak --- the weakest link and a LOSER…
Up til now I am still undecided because I have to consider tons of things... PRAYERS!!!
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They have given me a failed mark for my performance which is unacceptable. Somebody from the other side of the world commented that I am not cooperative and have an attitude problem… Do you know what you're saying --- NOT COOPERATIVE --- is submitting the report ahead of time and replying to your stupid queries means not cooperative?!? Then what does cooperative means to you?!? You are way too good to accuse me… Fine, you see yourself as PERFECT --- most probably a PERFECT SHIT… I have been working in this hell for a long time but this is the first time I received a failed mark and it's also my first to receive such complaint… I am really upset because I know I am doing my job and have exerted effort to at least be good but I failed. Nobody seems to recognize the hard work you're doing rather they take huge peek in your smallest mistake even if the mistake is out of your hands… Their purpose is to screw you deeper and make you career miserable… So what's the use of working hard?!? And the stupidest thing is that they don't care to listen…
I had been crying since yesterday because I am torn between quitting and staying… I guess conflicts are starting to spark which makes it hard for me to work… And I don’t find happiness in this office, all I have is this heavy feeling, a daily burden that I have to carry…
The husband and I are discussing this issue and he's very supportive in any decision I will make… I just hope that I am doing the right thing and will not regret anything… God help us…
This is all because I am weak --- the weakest link and a LOSER…
Up til now I am still undecided because I have to consider tons of things... PRAYERS!!!
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