hApPy ~ sAd ~ hApPy ~ sAd?!?!

phew, i don't know if i'll be happy or sad...

sometimes it's hard to tell what your emotions would be!!!

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hApPy tHoUgHtS...

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1. i'm happy 'coz i'm blessed with the man of my life

2. i'm happy 'coz i'm extremely in love with my better half

3. i'm happy with the life we're living

4. i'm happy with my career

5. i'm happy 'coz i'm loved with the people i love

6. i'm happy with my friends

7. i'm happy with my office colleagues

8. i'm happy with the things i have

9. i'm happy doing my own craft

10. i'm happy with my surroundings

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sAd tHoUgHtS...

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1. i'm sad 'coz i'm miles from home

2. i'm sad 'coz i missed my family

3. i'm sad 'coz i missed my relatives and friends

4. i'm sad 'coz i feel incomplete

5. i'm sad 'coz i can't find what i'm looking for

6. i'm sad 'coz i'm lost

7. i'm sad 'coz i think there's something lacking

8. i'm sad 'coz i'm searching somethings which i don't know

9. i'm sad 'coz i'm afraid to be knocked off

10. i'm sad 'coz i feel there's something missing

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my heart and mind squabbled...

i'll be sarcastic if i'll say that i'm OK, while i'm NOT...

let my emotions subside then i'll help myself to carry on...

how many times will i break the promise i have made...

i've swear to myself and in front of GOD that i'll cry no more...

but i can't help it, so i'd rather let it out...

tell me how can i overcome the ramblings inside of me...

madness is trying to over powered me...

let faith manipulate my sanity...

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i'm willing to wait, but let me know how long it will take...

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I am standing here and waiting 'till the Clock Tick in God's Time...

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