cOuLd yOu MaKe Me hApPy eVeN fOr AwHiLe???

Sad to say so...

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Extra ordinary excitement is what we feel whenever vacation is about to come... but in our case or rather should i say, in my case i'm not that excited... yah, of course i'm happy 'coz we will be seeing our families, but to contrary there are lots of things at the back of my mind...

A week from now we will be boarding a plane, 12 hours connecting flight... i know it will be tiring, but it doesn't matter just to be with our love ones...

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NO text message/s received from them...

NO trace of concern and excitement shown by them...

NOBODY dare to ask, what time we will arrive...

NOBODY shows interest about our vacation...

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Would they be glad to see us after a long time?

Would they be more excited to receive our humble pasalubongs?

Would they care enough to ask us if everything went well during our flight?

Would they love to catch up with all the events we missed?

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What if.............................?

oh god, my head really spins...

Tears slowly drips to my cheeks...

My heart started to torn into pieces...

It's really hard to please everyone...

Do we have to beg, just to get a little importance?

We're not expecting anything extravagant or out of ordinary...

We just want to feel that we're well loved all this time...

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Why?!?

Can anybody tell me WHY?

I know we have short comings and we're ready to rectify it...

Are we neglected because we're not from a famous country such as US of A?

Is that the reason why we doesn't deserve even a little value...

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To be honest, i am expecting the most dramatic and worst vacation in my entire life...

I hope all my perceptions are wrong and later on will fade away...

Cross my fingers and hoping that everything will be well...

To Our Families, No Even If's and No Despite of's...

We LOVE YOU no matter what...

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And how I wish......

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