Sunday, September 23, 2007

oN bEiNg VoLaTiLe...


It’s such a bad day
I’ve been hot headed this morning and I can’t deny it
The first call I received ruined my day
Should I say, what a day!!!

Lately, I had experienced sleepless nights for the longest time
I am really bothered, lots of things is running through my head
Perhaps, I am not strong to handle things that come along
I’ve been so wasted that I can’t think any longer

It started out one Thursday, it was really devastating
I thought it will be forgotten but in the long run the wound became bigger
On my end, I tried to understand why such incident happened
But I demand an explanation and apology as well

I’ve been good enough and accepted you without further questioning
This girl di-lan came and creates a mess inside our home
It was really nerve wrecking
But it seems (she) they don’t feel ashamed of themselves

Where all the respect as well as etiquette goes?
See, you are staying in my house and you are expected to act right
But what have you done?
You tried to pretend as if nothing serious happened

You are acting like a childish brat while there are adults around (particularly me)
Your guts are over flowing, do you still have M-A-N-N-E-R-S?
It seems you don’t know how to act right ‘coz it shows
di-lan, you have lots of things to learn

I don’t want to despise you, but you pushed me to
As you pointed out, you think that we still treat you like a kid
Well, you're wrong… I have trusted you ‘coz I thought you’re old enough
But you proved me wrong ‘coz you’re still acting like a kiddo

Talk to me face to face and tell me how mature are you?
If you think you are mature enough then act accordingly
I am not against on what ever you have right now
It’s your choice and my opinion is not important though

I was once in your stage but I was not like you
I always consider the consequences that may happen before doing things
di-lan you’ve been playful as if you don’t think of what would others may perceive
Think about yourself and be conscious with everything you do

This anger and hatred inside of me will not subside
As long as things are left uncorrected
The wound will not heal otherwise it will grow bigger and deeper as days goes by
You will not win back the trust that I once gave you

I am really disappointed…
Do not be surprised if i keep on pouting on you…


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